Boku no Kokoro no Yabai Yatsu – 03

The thing about BokuYaba is – and I knew this would happen, because this is anime – people thought they had it pegged after one ep and some dropped it.  But if they didn’t, boy, are they in for a hell of a ride.  As someone who wants the anime to hit for practical (I want more) and personal (I want the world to love this series like I do) reasons, I was very torn about this.  Part of me wanted Akagi and Hanada to soften up the prologue.  But as someone who thinks the series is basically perfect, I wanted them to do exactly what they’ve done.  I do fear they lost some potential viewers though.  Their loss, but that stuff does matter.

What I hope people will understand – and those who stay with the show will eventually – is that the prologue is absolutely necessary.  Establishing both Kyoutarou and Anna as they are when the story begins underpins everything that happens afterwards.  I would refer you to the OP lyrics (translated by a talented fan, as the official subs didn’t bother), because they’re quite revealing about Ichi’s mindset at the start of the series.  Let’s remember, he’s quite literally a chuuni – as in, middle school second-year – and the trope got its name for a reason.  This is the absolutely epicenter of the depravity, confusion, and emotional extremes of puberty.

Of all the many reasons I love BokuYaba, the fact that Norio-sensei absolutely holds nothing back in this respect is an important as any.  The depravity of middle school boys is personified in Adachi-kun (though Kanzaki may actually be ecchier), who’s central to many of the events in this episode.  The bloody tissues, the “personality test”, the “let’s ask the girls if they fap” game – this all flows through him.  These are 13 (mostly) year-old boys, and they’re almost all obsessed with sex.  Ichi is too, it just manifests differently with him.  The primary difference is that Adachi is pretty much unfiltered impulse – he just blurts out every pervy notion that enters his head.  Kyou understands that this freaks girls out, and he’s fundamentally a kid considerate of other people’s feelings.

Of course, the literal dirty little secret of junior high is that the girls are pretty much just as pervy as the boys, they just have a different way of processing it.  If boys in middle school knew what the girls were thinking they’d be absolutely terrified of them.  Well, in a different way than they already are.  They also have the boys’ number a lot of the time, as witness the way Yamada’s flight squadron deal with stuff like Pickup-pai and Adachi’s shenanigans.  We saw last week how Kobayashi-san embraces her role as Anna’s “moat” and her confidante.  Yoshida Serina (Tanezaki Atsumi) is also crucial here, as a sort of enforcer-protector.  She’s the one who out-boy’s the boys when it’s called for with her bluntness and forcefulness.

Much of the action this week takes place in the nurse’s office, where Ichi starts out the episode with a headache.  Yamada is there too, much to his surprise – most likely dealing with a monthly visitor, though Ichi doesn’t make that connection.  Anna shares her meds with him, but he balks at the precipice of sharing her mug.  The nurse is rather cavalier with her attitude towards Anna’s forgotten jersey, seemingly with no idea of the impact it would have on a guy his age (who in this case is surprised it doesn’t smell like rainbows and flowers rather than just like sweat).

Shou’s “fap” game (moved from earlier in the manga, presumably to establish the Ichi-Adachi dynamic first) – note, Kenta assumes it’s the winner who “gets” to ask – is pretty revealing.  In the end Shou is all talk and chickens out, retreating to a story about reading their health by checking their nails.  He tries to get Kyou to pass Anna a note (yes, that is bullying of a sort), but Kyou – understandably assuming it says something different than it actually does – pulls a switch.  He passes her the sketch he made of the “heroine who’s not really based on anyone in particular, I swear” instead.  So credit where it’s due, Adachi pulled quite the unintentional wingman move there – that drawing turns up in a most interesting way later in the episode.

After the aforementioned personality test – which hilariously explodes in Shou’s face thanks to Serina and Kenta – the main dish is served up.  It ends up back in the library – the Mecca of the main relationship – passing through the nurse’s office on the way – but starts in the gym.  Anna gets beaned by a basketball – because she’s staring at Kyou (who certainly notices).  She initially tries to bluster her way through it, but this is clearly a big deal – especially for Anna, who’s a model (with a shoot the next day).  Kyou ends up following her to the nurse’s office and hiding, and he sees just how vulnerable a person she is.

This is the paradox of Anna Yamada, especially as seen by Ichi.  She’s tall, she’s gorgeous, she earns her keep through a real job.  But she’s also a child, as much or more than most of her classmates.  She has to bear the responsibility both of her appearance and how that makes people perceive her, and her professional responsibilities.  And sometimes it’s simply too much because, you know, she’s basically a little kid.  And seeing this Ichi’s chuuni cover story pretty much goes out the window, and all he wants to do is make her feel better.  When he realizes this, his self-deception finally crumbles and he has to admit the truth.

As I’ve told folks there is no magic moment when everything changes with BokuYaba, and it goes from “Series A” to “Series B”.  As is adolescence, it’s a gradual growth process.  But I would say that everything up to now is basically the prologue, and everything that follows is the main story.  I think viewers who’ve stuck with it this long will be in for the long haul now, because the series does tack and follow the wind on a somewhat different course from here.  It’s stormy, it’s painful, it’s uneven – because middle school and first love are all those things and more.  But now the destination seems more clear, even if there are many forks in the road between here and there.

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7 comments

  1. A

    was the “milfy” snack part of the manga XD? cause if it does I probably missed it. there is no way I would have forgotten

  2. No, ROFL. They used the real package in the manga, they switched to the “Milfy” gag for the anime.

  3. Very interesting revision to manga chapter 14 here. Instead of Kyou leaping right from crying for Anna’s sake to realizing he likes her, the anime team adds the detail of Anna’s having kept the picture Kyou drew of “not-her” in her transit pass holder. Which is, I believe, original (I don’t remember the picture ever showing up again in the manga,) Then we get the montage of all the moments when he started to fall for her in spite of his chuuni mindset, which I like as it gives this important moment more weight. Well done, anime team!

  4. B

    I have not watched a single episode yet (put those stones down!). But since your episode 1 post, I always wanted to say how “funny” it is (not in bad way) to see that at the end of day, we are all the same when it is about a series that we appreciate so much. In the sense that we want the world to appreciate it and we shake our head when people do not see what we see in a series that we waited for so long to be adapted. In other words, every time I am reading your post on one episode, I see myself with “Ahiru no Sora”.

    But anyway, I will watch at a moment as I have read the manga and appreciated it (I have even recommended to some people). Even though, I think that it’s been at least one year (or more?) that I have read a single chapter. And as last week, it has been (logically)finally announced in France for a release, I don’t think that I will read a new one very soon as I will follow the regular/legal release.

    Thus, while I appreciate the series, I obviously do not share the same passion than you contrary to “Insomniacs” for instance, of which I religiously buy my new volumes. So, I, of course do not do the interpretations that you do, but this is always nice to read these opinions. I even do not understand how people could have misread the beginning of that series, but well, anime being so easily accessible now, skipping became a very easy sport.

    Actually, my only issue with that series is not even part of the series itself but of the “bonuses/present/special edition”. I mean, this is an already good manga as it is, so I do not see the point to add bonus “pages” with lascivious postures of we know who. (Hum, no, actually I see the point… but..) Luckily, I can just skip these “bonuses”.

  5. Ahiru no Sora? Interesting. I sort of feel like the. Anime must not have done that justice, but I confess I’ve never read any of the manga.

    The thing about those extras is, they aren’t just lascivious drawings of Anna (and sometimes Kyou too, ROFL). They’re the connective tissue of the series in many ways, and they are canon – stuff that happens in them impacts stuff that happens in later “real” chapters. The anime is in fact incorporating them, albeit in very limited fashion so far. Yeah, Norio does get her ecchi on in a lot of them, but she uses them very shrewdly to fill in the blanks she can’t in some of the full chapters themselves.

  6. R

    Wow, this series really doesn’t beat around the bush.

  7. That’s something you have to accept about it, some love it and some hate it. Norio-sensei uses no filters here – she’s clearly intent on depicting the JHS experience (Ichi is modeled on herself) in the most unvarnished manner possible.

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